April 20, 2009 – Cleveland, OH – Travis, The Republic Tigers
Venue: House of Blues
This was the first concert that I attended alone.
No one else that I knew was a fan of Travis, and I don't blame them. Travis are like if The Bend's-era Radiohead and early Coldplay had a baby and then that baby mellowed out and lost it's edge almost immediately upon being born. Travis are harmless and inoffensively catchy, and they are not for everyone. They aren't even for me anymore, since I haven't found myself listening to them in years, but at the time, I liked them and I really liked their album The Invisible Band.
I had a significant, but she didn't like Travis and had something to do, so I decided to not let that spoil my chance to see them live, so I went. I liked it.
When you are by yourself at a concert, you are surrounded by hundreds or thousands of strangers, but you're still alone, and it is freeing. Maybe it says more about me and the people that I spend time with, but I have always felt at least a little self conscious at concerts. I might not sing as loudly as I would want or even move around very much, if there is someone I know there.
At this show though, I didn't care. I sang along loudly to every song I knew, and jumped up and down as hard as anyone else on the floor when instructed to during Flowers in the Windows during the encore. They put on a solid show and I even dug some of their newer songs, even though those albums are even more mellow and uninteresting than their older stuff.
They are so inoffensive, harmless, and positive that I feel bad criticizing them. They don't deserve it. I really did like them and still have a soft spot for them.
Anyways, don't get me wrong, I prefer going to shows with someone else, but I won't let my desire to share something with someone stop me entirely from experiencing something that I want to see or do.
It's sad really. Not the going alone. Not that in the least.
What's sad is that I feel more free to act and show how I feel when I'm alone.
I have a feeling I'm not alone in feeling this way.